Showing posts with label An Incidence. Show all posts
Showing posts with label An Incidence. Show all posts

Saturday, August 22, 2009

Bike n Dream..

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Part 2


Having loads of work pressure in office, I wondered why I was not able to concentrate on my work, why it was like I was waiting for the time to finally reach 5'o clock in the evening.
I was eagerly waiting to meet this gal, Vanika, and bloody time, it was not moving, just 10 am now.
Why it always happens to you, that, "the things which you wait more than others for, come to you late." but yep, they do come for sure.
the same I was expecting this time and so I wanted the time to go as quick as possible but somehow it was moving like hell, I don't know why, just by looking at the monitor I was feeling like, I was in some other world, like I was gazing at it rather than looking the code in it.
Yep!!, the code, I am a software professional so whole world of mine is about the code.

The boss came to me and asked me to prepare a presentation of the task I had done last week. The presentation was required to present to Project Manager (PM).
It is always weird to do something you don't like to, and specially when u are lost somewhere and even if this time, I knew the importance of the presentation, but still, sorry, I was lost.

It was lunch time and I was eating along with my friends. They were talking about the interface designing, some changes in the code base, but nothing mattered to me, first I am just a developer, and these are design things, they just go above my head but more than anything else I was thinking about Vanika.

She is beautiful, naa!, gorgeous, her way of expressing things was awesome, n her neglecting me and her quietness while I carried her on ma bike to her entrance hall simply said that she was a cultured girl, belonged to a good family. Oh my God, why I am thinking so much about her.

"Hey mannu!, what happened to you, where are you dear.", asked my friend. "Where are you lost, Is everything fine?".

"Yep, I m fine dude, just the presentation and me, I never made one, so just was thinking about that.", somehow I managed to handle the situation.
If they come to know about the actual thing they will start asking about the incident and all, and for which I am not yet ready to tell anything as I am still lost, and don't know what gonna happen in the evening.

I checked my mobile for the time, it was 2'o clock, my presentation was done, made a cross check and it was fine, sent it to the boss.

I was happy that the task was complete, and now I was free to go in the evening, O god!, let the time go fast, but can it, Naaa :(

I checked my outlook, and found a mail from the boss, he scheduled a meeting with the PM to discuss the plans and the task we initiated last week and..... shit man!, I was supposed to be in the meeting and it was planned from 4 to 5.

My first and the foremost thought was, yep!, how could I manage to reach on time. O god!, what the hell it was. And I couldn't ignore this, it was relevant to my implementations. O god!!!.

I didn't have her number, a thought came into my mind. What I could do now. Again lost in thoughts, now a bit tensed.
I made proper plans to finish it by 4.45 so that I could have at least 15 mins to reach there.

The meeting started at 4, it was a conference call, PM was there in Europe and we here in India. I gave my full concentration at the presentation and discussion to make it done by 4.45
and when I checked my watch it was already 4.40 and this bloody PM....., why I was getting angry with him. :(

It ended at few mins to 5, I told my boss that I had to go and left.

This time I was to reach the coffee house as soon as possible, and again my bike was with the full throttle as it was in the morning, but because of Friday traffic I made it there only at 5.20, I left my bike in the parking lot. I was so eager to reach the coffee house that my heart beats were fast, but somehow I managed to reach the coffee shop.
As I entered my eyes were looking for her, but she was no where to see, I came out, searched for her in the market itself, roamed around, but she wasn't there, I again went back to the coffee shop, and she really she was not there.
What happened to her, did she come at all, or she didn't.
If she came then why didn't she wait, and if she didn't, then why she planned to meet me by 5.

I changed my words which I said to myself in the morning, "the things which you wait more than others for, you can never be sure if they happen or not."

I sat there, and stayed for almost next half an hour, ordered a coffee, drank it, and then I thought, Will she meet me again, don't know, destiny knows, but destiny!!, who knows her.

Thursday, February 26, 2009

Pearl or raindrop.

Is our friendship a pearl or a raindrop,
I don't know, but since you are there, the heart and mind are both on top.
Usually the mind thinks, "Is it fair?"
And the heart says, "Of course, dear".

I don't know what it is, affection or love.
But what-so-ever it is, the view changes the world.
Everything seems to be altered, even the clock,
I just wanted to say that i am now so hooked.

Is our friendship a pearl or a raindrop, I don't know.
As ocean doesn't know what is its horizon and where it flows.
Thoughts are numerous and hard to count,
But eventually things happen which make the presence around.

The world is not going to stop this way,
And I know, I don't have the guts to say.
Tried hard to convey, through message and signals,
But how would i know, if you don't handle?

Sometimes I think, I'm alongside a wall,
The echo goes and comes back and halts.
Now its your turn to respond to that echo,
Else everything will get washed in just a go.

Our friendship remains a raindrop,
If it doesn't get a shell to stop.
You have to come, to respond and to tell the world,
That the shell is its home, and it is a pearl.

Monday, February 16, 2009

Did I ever get you......

thou the times we shared,
we don't know that,
we will meet again or not,
this is the matter to say not.

Becoz when i see you,
my heart always wants you.
i don't know that what I do,
becoz i always know that I love you.

but, you never see in my heart,
becoz you always among your friends.
I m also among those, my heart beats for you,
what i do, as i love u.

i don't know as ever I get you.
but i assure you that i will always be with you
my blessing, my care and of course my love becoz........................

Wednesday, February 4, 2009

Bike n Dream.

Have u dreamt of biking at a pace of more than 150 km/h, its huge for the standard roads, but ya i have dreamt and i fulfilled that in a beautiful way.

It’s a small story which reveals around a girl, girl with blonde hairs, a beautiful smile and simple but attractive looks.

So the story starts when i saw her for the first time peeping through a gate, she was looking for someone she knew, at the morning time, may be 6 or 6:30 am, she banged the gate 2-3 times but nobody opened the door, i was looking at her from my balcony, she saw me but without any thing like asking me, she tried the same a couple of times, i think my looks prevented her from asking anything.
But nothing was there to respond her from behind the gates. Well after few minutes she left.

The day went as usual with office work, but i came early from there to have jogging.
As i came across the gate of my rented home, i saw her again, she was again doing the same, as i was well dressed this time, my confidence said me to ask her about the matter.

"Excuse me", i asked.
"Yes please", with a little sign of interest.

"Who are you looking for, they left the place last week, r u not able to see the lock there at the door, that side?", I added.

She had a look to the same, n then with a little shallow thought, she said, "I m very sorry, i wasn’t having any idea about the same", n she turned back to her way,

I shouted her from behind, "Hey, is there something serious?"
she didn’t want to reply, but she did, "Yes, actually there my friend 'Riya' lives, n by chance she had my exam entrance card in her bag, as i didn’t carry my bag while we went to accept the same."

"Didn’t she call u for the same," I said.
"No", as i don’t have a cell of my own, n my phone at home is not working", she replied.

Why dont u ask these people, "I was pointing towards the house adjacent to them", she might have given it to them for you".

"May be you are right," she replied.

She went inside and came in a few minutes, I was just waiting outside the door, as she might need some more words or help from me (man'kind for a woman :))

She was in a happy mood this time; i thought she got the one, without asking anything, she said "thanks to you, i got the one".

I replied through my smile n bade her bye..
She asked from behind, "what’s your name?".

I stood for a while, somebody asked for my name!!.
"It’s Mannu", i replied.

"Myself Vanika" she said n gave her hand towards me for the hand shake. "Thanks again, becoz of you i got the same else i wouldn’t be able to appear for the MBA entrance, but now i will surely crack it just becoz of you, again thanks a lot". And for this whole she hold the hand n for the same time i felt good, better n even best :)

n she went, i followed her with my eyes till she took the turn of the road.
she was pretty, i saw my type of a girl after a long time, n I didn’t know when i would see her again, i even didn’t take any reference of her, how silly i was.

after few days, it was monday, towards office on my friend’s bike (i took my friend’s bike last night as i had to drop my friend to the bus station, as he had to go home on a short notice), i saw the same girl along the road side, what was her name??, ya it was Vanika.

"Hey Vanika, how are you?" I asked.
She ignored first but when i removed my helmet she added, "hey mannu, hws u?"
"I m fine", i replied,
"Me too", she added.

"So where are you going, may i drop u?" I asked.

"I m just waiting for the bus, n i have my exam at 9, it’s already 8:30" she said.

"So come, let me drop you," I added.

She sat n i drove the bike towards her entrance hall.
Usually i drive the bike in a rash mood, but this time i didn’t know why but its was moving with an appropriate pace!!, neither fast nor slow, it was all like an automatic phenomenon that made her reach the entrance hall at the appropriate time. And for the whole way we talked very little, Just which exam, which she told me before hand when she met me last time.

"Thank you, thank you again as you made me reach exam hall on time".
"No issues, Vanika, my pleasure," I said.
When she turned towards the gate, i asked from behind,"so shall we meet in the evening, if you......."

She smiled a little n added ,"ok, after my exam at 5 in coffee house", n she turned towards the gate.

vrooommmmmmmmmmmmmm!!!!!, the bike said,
n at the pace of 150 km/h on the straight roads, with a great smile on my face, i came to my office, 15 km just in 6 minutes, amazing!!!!, ya truly amazing..........

was it the biking perfection of something else, I know u got the answer. :)

Monday, November 19, 2007

What you descibe to this Incidence






Here is an Incidence I'm going to describe as what you thought in the morning and the same you get in the evening opposite to the expection but appropriate in sake to justice, but then you come to know the story is some other way around.
It's a small incidence, which starts regarding my incentive award(those who kw me they know why I got this, and for those who dont, for them, "this award I got for my performance in Quark".), I woke up in the morning with this pray to God that the long awaited award should be availed to me in any case, in today's schedule, and i came to office.
Asusual day spent I tried a lot but no solution that how to encash that award.
In evening we all planned to have a chill out, and we all(me and my colleague friends), we first went to Sony exclusive showroom to see the chances we can have to avail or encash my award, but nhhh, no way.
Well we back from there and sat some where in sector-8 for the snacks and then dinner, a cool area with a good crowd., and the chit chat started then and we remain there for 1-2 hrs, enjoyed fully "It was after a long time that i laugh this much that make a blow of heat in my stomach, laughed and laughed and laughed, it was all paining in stomach becoz of this.",

and then we decided to move some where else for the coffee shop, we took a round to that market, sat into the car and moved from there for the coffee shop.
Suddenly, I remembered that I forgot my mobile there, very great, nothing to shock, Its my habit these days, earlier I never had this habit in my life, but since this mobile came there into my life it was third time I forgot my mobile somewhere on the dinner table, last two time it came back to me, but this time..., as we went back to this shop there was nothing like mobile on the dinner table, people as usual enjoying there dinner, and a very sociable person from us said that its not nice to blame these guys as they all looks from respectable family and we will come tomorrow morning to enquire about the mobile. I understood, and replied in affirmation, and we back from there.
I was having a little regret about my mobile, the only two main reason, as it was presented to me by my younger brother, and secondly I lost my Home's number :(, :(..
AND what came to my mind now, everything else was as I prayed in the morning, YES, now I thought that what I prayed to god in the morning it get completed, my award now get encash with the new mobile for me itself, and now the new mobile will be K850i, sony erricson, yahoo!!!!!!,...
It was the same story revolving around my mind, that what i prayed to god and in what way it has given to me, really great way of GOD to resolve the pray, HOW ALMIGHTY the GOD is, haha :)...
and now the story, the prayer, the thoughts changes....

yahoo!!!, I got my mobile back, my award is still there to get encash..., YOU all here to ask, How it come?, yes, its true.., actually my colleagues hide it to give me lesson that always take care of ur things and its true, it was only the single sentence which i said to my friends that made them to return it back to me and to stop this joke, "It was my younger brothers present to me and nthg more than this"..
so to you all a short message that "always take care of ur valuable things which are anyway attached to you.(Materialistic/ non-materialistic)".