Thursday, February 26, 2009

Pearl or raindrop.

Is our friendship a pearl or a raindrop,
I don't know, but since you are there, the heart and mind are both on top.
Usually the mind thinks, "Is it fair?"
And the heart says, "Of course, dear".

I don't know what it is, affection or love.
But what-so-ever it is, the view changes the world.
Everything seems to be altered, even the clock,
I just wanted to say that i am now so hooked.

Is our friendship a pearl or a raindrop, I don't know.
As ocean doesn't know what is its horizon and where it flows.
Thoughts are numerous and hard to count,
But eventually things happen which make the presence around.

The world is not going to stop this way,
And I know, I don't have the guts to say.
Tried hard to convey, through message and signals,
But how would i know, if you don't handle?

Sometimes I think, I'm alongside a wall,
The echo goes and comes back and halts.
Now its your turn to respond to that echo,
Else everything will get washed in just a go.

Our friendship remains a raindrop,
If it doesn't get a shell to stop.
You have to come, to respond and to tell the world,
That the shell is its home, and it is a pearl.

Monday, February 16, 2009

Did I ever get you......

thou the times we shared,
we don't know that,
we will meet again or not,
this is the matter to say not.

Becoz when i see you,
my heart always wants you.
i don't know that what I do,
becoz i always know that I love you.

but, you never see in my heart,
becoz you always among your friends.
I m also among those, my heart beats for you,
what i do, as i love u.

i don't know as ever I get you.
but i assure you that i will always be with you
my blessing, my care and of course my love becoz........................

Wednesday, February 11, 2009

Just You.

Life is too tough for me to survive,
without u no one to guide
i m alone, what will i do,
no one have the idea, one who have
that is you

Life is now with no any kinda destination,
without u so many precautions.
sometime i want to go there sometime here,
but, no way who have this idea, n that's u.

life's future, looking me hard,
without you, no ward.
whenever i think, i forget everything,
except one!, who have this idea, that's u.

life will be full of flower filled garden,
if u come with me, as my warden

i assure u, life will become easy, destination den Czzy,
hardness becomes bright,
n i will become all right.

Tuesday, February 10, 2009

In Dreams....

whenever i saw u in dreams,
i always want to say u something,
its only knew to few,
who i m n who is u.

sometimes in night,
sometimes in day dreams,
i only wish to see u,
everyday,
every second,
in my life, in my dreams.

but i kw its not possible or so easy
to meet u there...
becoz i m a human, who see u in dreams,
and u, THE GOD,
whom i have the right to see in dreams,
or in heaven, after all life's rest..., thats DEATH......

Wednesday, February 4, 2009

Bike n Dream.

Have u dreamt of biking at a pace of more than 150 km/h, its huge for the standard roads, but ya i have dreamt and i fulfilled that in a beautiful way.

It’s a small story which reveals around a girl, girl with blonde hairs, a beautiful smile and simple but attractive looks.

So the story starts when i saw her for the first time peeping through a gate, she was looking for someone she knew, at the morning time, may be 6 or 6:30 am, she banged the gate 2-3 times but nobody opened the door, i was looking at her from my balcony, she saw me but without any thing like asking me, she tried the same a couple of times, i think my looks prevented her from asking anything.
But nothing was there to respond her from behind the gates. Well after few minutes she left.

The day went as usual with office work, but i came early from there to have jogging.
As i came across the gate of my rented home, i saw her again, she was again doing the same, as i was well dressed this time, my confidence said me to ask her about the matter.

"Excuse me", i asked.
"Yes please", with a little sign of interest.

"Who are you looking for, they left the place last week, r u not able to see the lock there at the door, that side?", I added.

She had a look to the same, n then with a little shallow thought, she said, "I m very sorry, i wasn’t having any idea about the same", n she turned back to her way,

I shouted her from behind, "Hey, is there something serious?"
she didn’t want to reply, but she did, "Yes, actually there my friend 'Riya' lives, n by chance she had my exam entrance card in her bag, as i didn’t carry my bag while we went to accept the same."

"Didn’t she call u for the same," I said.
"No", as i don’t have a cell of my own, n my phone at home is not working", she replied.

Why dont u ask these people, "I was pointing towards the house adjacent to them", she might have given it to them for you".

"May be you are right," she replied.

She went inside and came in a few minutes, I was just waiting outside the door, as she might need some more words or help from me (man'kind for a woman :))

She was in a happy mood this time; i thought she got the one, without asking anything, she said "thanks to you, i got the one".

I replied through my smile n bade her bye..
She asked from behind, "what’s your name?".

I stood for a while, somebody asked for my name!!.
"It’s Mannu", i replied.

"Myself Vanika" she said n gave her hand towards me for the hand shake. "Thanks again, becoz of you i got the same else i wouldn’t be able to appear for the MBA entrance, but now i will surely crack it just becoz of you, again thanks a lot". And for this whole she hold the hand n for the same time i felt good, better n even best :)

n she went, i followed her with my eyes till she took the turn of the road.
she was pretty, i saw my type of a girl after a long time, n I didn’t know when i would see her again, i even didn’t take any reference of her, how silly i was.

after few days, it was monday, towards office on my friend’s bike (i took my friend’s bike last night as i had to drop my friend to the bus station, as he had to go home on a short notice), i saw the same girl along the road side, what was her name??, ya it was Vanika.

"Hey Vanika, how are you?" I asked.
She ignored first but when i removed my helmet she added, "hey mannu, hws u?"
"I m fine", i replied,
"Me too", she added.

"So where are you going, may i drop u?" I asked.

"I m just waiting for the bus, n i have my exam at 9, it’s already 8:30" she said.

"So come, let me drop you," I added.

She sat n i drove the bike towards her entrance hall.
Usually i drive the bike in a rash mood, but this time i didn’t know why but its was moving with an appropriate pace!!, neither fast nor slow, it was all like an automatic phenomenon that made her reach the entrance hall at the appropriate time. And for the whole way we talked very little, Just which exam, which she told me before hand when she met me last time.

"Thank you, thank you again as you made me reach exam hall on time".
"No issues, Vanika, my pleasure," I said.
When she turned towards the gate, i asked from behind,"so shall we meet in the evening, if you......."

She smiled a little n added ,"ok, after my exam at 5 in coffee house", n she turned towards the gate.

vrooommmmmmmmmmmmmm!!!!!, the bike said,
n at the pace of 150 km/h on the straight roads, with a great smile on my face, i came to my office, 15 km just in 6 minutes, amazing!!!!, ya truly amazing..........

was it the biking perfection of something else, I know u got the answer. :)