Thursday, January 17, 2008

Initiation and implmentation.....

People often ask me that I m crazy about all type of outing, visiting here n there, taking hasty decision n all this kind of stuff, I think it’s only me who can explain this. Why I only? Why I wrote as I m the only person who can explain this.

If any of you can explain then don’t read below, as you know everything, but still I say that you don’t know the Exact.

Couple of times in my life, I compromised with what I demanded, Everyone may did the same couple of times, but its fact that I did all compromises all the time, all the time means whenever required, whenever somebody said me that, “sorry its not for you”, I left the same, reason, I was not an independent that time, as being elder in my family I always thought in a bigger sense(how bigger I don’t know), I always understood what my parent’s eyes says, what actually they want to make us in the scarcity of resources, which I think every elder son of a middle order family think, that always restrict me to do what I wanted. Very simple example for you all, How many of you had a bicycle in childhood? I think most of you say that ya I had, It doesn’t mean that I don’t had, but that was my fathers not mine which he used to go to work, n I learnt riding the same after one and a half year.

Well you might be thinking that how m I linking the craziness of this time to this childhood’s compromise? Let me explain.

This time the stage of life is something different to what it was when I was a child, now the options are different, the life’s needs are different, everything is different, but I don’t know where from a childish behavior comes which anyway want me to do the something which take me into a heaven of thoughts and I do what so ever come into my mind, and most of the times, something like a little unexplainable, interesting, exiting, n anyway all about the thoughts, time, and the situation, which never meet at one place.

So friends, Chill, all the time, at every place, in every situation.