Again I m here with the thoughts I have, which I usually don’t able to express correctly, but I’ll try this time to make you all a little comfortable this time…..
I usually think that, Is the atmosphere I get and the life style I m into is sufficient to live,
Isn’t I always compromise with the things around me,
Isn’t I m less demanding then what actually I should to be,
Isn’t I m doing all what is around me and nothing for which I meant,
Isn’t I m to lazy to what I can do more early,
Isn’t I m less capable instead of actually what I can do.
These all things come into my mind when I think about the people around me,
or when people say me like this that “why you are trying to be as such as you are not suppose to be?”, then a simple question come to my mind, Is they speaking the truth, Is I really behaved in such a manner that made them to speak such words, Is I really try to create a dummy image of myself instead of my transparent nature as usually I have. Do I really need myself to correct this? Or its only their supposition or experience they had, on the basis of which the made such a statement.
I correlated too things there to justify my point the question I plant earlier and then the supposition I made, but again the story stands where from I started it. Well the only thing that I think is the best answer to my questions is this that “one is responsible for all the happening which happens with oneself”, and also there is nothing to blame somebody else and nothing matters as whether you did the same for the good of others or for your own purpose.
So all sort of questions are not for you actually, it was all an illusion, I made them all to make myself learn that what I m missing, I only responsible for the same and nobody else :),
And I hope you all not mind for the same. Thanks for your precious time. :)
