Showing posts with label childhood and adolescence. Show all posts
Showing posts with label childhood and adolescence. Show all posts

Saturday, June 14, 2008

Stories never ends........

Stories never ends........
Continued.

Previous days. months, years, that all went, either this way or that,
somehow motivated the boy to think positive about the gal, about her relation to him, about her remembrance of him in her mind, heart etc etc. :)

but, all in one, just a wish, not assure that the gal some how, someday will get her memories back whom she some how forgotten this time.

In last few days boy just had a thought about her first few interaction with the gal, and one of them when she caught him red handed as he was gazing her behind the walls.

The days, during spring, when everything in nature in its full bloom, Flowers, all day refreshing the atmosphere with their blossoms, bird's echoes just making the environment more elegant, the instance was just written by God, of course its God's place so written by God.
In the evening of these beautiful days, Boy was wandering alone, somewhere unknowingly, and he found the gal, playing badminton along with , most probably, her sister.
He stood there beside a wall and keep on watching her.
Stopped,
As the time stopped, he don't know what happened, but everything became like still image for him, the fragrance of the flowers, the echoes of the birds, everything around me just stopped,
leaving this, The gals expressions, her smile,
her hairs, shoulder cut, always making her half face just out of the view,
her arguments to her sister,
her steps, sometimes towards the net sometimes away from that.

The question arise here that, Is really everything just stopped, where was his watch, Is that stopped too, Oh sorry!!!, I forgot he hadn't the one.

but yes for him the world got stopped, as he stopped.

When you feel something around you for a longer time, two things most often happens, either you leave the object or you regret that the time is just leaving you behind. personnel thought, but i think very true.

but this time, The Stopped Time, I think, every boy during this time want the same, the same as the boy had with him, n always wanna be with that till..............

well let us come again to the story.....,
In the mean time the shuttle flew up and fell somewhere, where from when the gal picked the shuttle he saw the boy.
"Hey hows u? n how you be there?" asked the gal.
"just like that." boy replied. and few more words which remain unspoken and still unspoken.
and interrupting her not replying to her much thoughts, he went from there as soon as possible, I think she called from behind, but naaa, he dint stopped until everything disappeared else the thoughts.

and since then till now the thoughts are with him, and he still alone.
but Not alone, thoughts are still with him.

To Be Continued...................

Tuesday, May 13, 2008

Stories never ends........

For those friends…………………………………………

Who loved a gal so much in their childhood that either the gal is with them or as a password for their any type of login Ids….. :)

Actually this story also starts with a similar situation a boy was in love with a gal, but time made them to live separated, reason army background and also boy never had the idea to told the gal that he love her, may be the shyness, his previous record :) , n etc. etc.

Well the aftermath is a password, yes the memories of that gal, the Name of that gal worked as his password for all type of login Ids….., till today.

It is just his way of remembering someone, whom he lost somewhere in the crowd of this Big World, whom unknowingly he loved….., Don’t know whether the same is from the gal too or not, but ya he was true about his love, n still he is true……….

The first crush of his life.

Well times passed, situations gets changed, life wonders sometimes, make possible something which seems to be a little Impossible, yup, that’s true, the Big World, again come to an end, and seems to be a small one, now his password is someway around appears with some dimensions in thoughts, as boy got what he remained with the password, yup, the gal appeared again J, and all what he had with him become alive. The memories he has, the time they had, the friends, the school bus they used to go etc. etc.

Situations………………………..wired sometime, why?? Don’t know, Is really!! these come backs bring something to the human, not concerning to the single couple but as a generic, Is the Situations remains the same,

Situations…………………

A different this time, don’t know why, but what the guy persevered from years, memories, her name, her smile, all these are still fade,

as the gal don’t remember him, Remember her all friends, but not to him.

What he do know, as he can’t do anything that make her to think the way guy thinks about her, thought about her during entering password to his login Ids .

Is she can understand the way the boy used to saw her behind the gate from his home, from this side desk in class to another side of desks, her helping hand in small things in which she was excel but not the guy, her asking things when u were eating something in shopping complex near his housing board area etc. etc.

So question arise whether he will convince his love to understand him, will he get what he want, don’t know about the destiny but how she is now this time?

But he is vigor too have her in his life

To be Continued……………………

Thursday, January 17, 2008

Initiation and implmentation.....

People often ask me that I m crazy about all type of outing, visiting here n there, taking hasty decision n all this kind of stuff, I think it’s only me who can explain this. Why I only? Why I wrote as I m the only person who can explain this.

If any of you can explain then don’t read below, as you know everything, but still I say that you don’t know the Exact.

Couple of times in my life, I compromised with what I demanded, Everyone may did the same couple of times, but its fact that I did all compromises all the time, all the time means whenever required, whenever somebody said me that, “sorry its not for you”, I left the same, reason, I was not an independent that time, as being elder in my family I always thought in a bigger sense(how bigger I don’t know), I always understood what my parent’s eyes says, what actually they want to make us in the scarcity of resources, which I think every elder son of a middle order family think, that always restrict me to do what I wanted. Very simple example for you all, How many of you had a bicycle in childhood? I think most of you say that ya I had, It doesn’t mean that I don’t had, but that was my fathers not mine which he used to go to work, n I learnt riding the same after one and a half year.

Well you might be thinking that how m I linking the craziness of this time to this childhood’s compromise? Let me explain.

This time the stage of life is something different to what it was when I was a child, now the options are different, the life’s needs are different, everything is different, but I don’t know where from a childish behavior comes which anyway want me to do the something which take me into a heaven of thoughts and I do what so ever come into my mind, and most of the times, something like a little unexplainable, interesting, exiting, n anyway all about the thoughts, time, and the situation, which never meet at one place.

So friends, Chill, all the time, at every place, in every situation.