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Having loads of work pressure in office, I wondered why I was not able to concentrate on my work, why it was like I was waiting for the time to finally reach 5'o clock in the evening.
I was eagerly waiting to meet this gal, Vanika, and bloody time, it was not moving, just 10 am now.
Why it always happens to you, that, "the things which you wait more than others for, come to you late." but yep, they do come for sure.
the same I was expecting this time and so I wanted the time to go as quick as possible but somehow it was moving like hell, I don't know why, just by looking at the monitor I was feeling like, I was in some other world, like I was gazing at it rather than looking the code in it.
Yep!!, the code, I am a software professional so whole world of mine is about the code.
The boss came to me and asked me to prepare a presentation of the task I had done last week. The presentation was required to present to Project Manager (PM).
It is always weird to do something you don't like to, and specially when u are lost somewhere and even if this time, I knew the importance of the presentation, but still, sorry, I was lost.
It was lunch time and I was eating along with my friends. They were talking about the interface designing, some changes in the code base, but nothing mattered to me, first I am just a developer, and these are design things, they just go above my head but more than anything else I was thinking about Vanika.
She is beautiful, naa!, gorgeous, her way of expressing things was awesome, n her neglecting me and her quietness while I carried her on ma bike to her entrance hall simply said that she was a cultured girl, belonged to a good family. Oh my God, why I am thinking so much about her.
"Hey mannu!, what happened to you, where are you dear.", asked my friend. "Where are you lost, Is everything fine?".
"Yep, I m fine dude, just the presentation and me, I never made one, so just was thinking about that.", somehow I managed to handle the situation.
If they come to know about the actual thing they will start asking about the incident and all, and for which I am not yet ready to tell anything as I am still lost, and don't know what gonna happen in the evening.
I checked my mobile for the time, it was 2'o clock, my presentation was done, made a cross check and it was fine, sent it to the boss.
I was happy that the task was complete, and now I was free to go in the evening, O god!, let the time go fast, but can it, Naaa :(
I checked my outlook, and found a mail from the boss, he scheduled a meeting with the PM to discuss the plans and the task we initiated last week and..... shit man!, I was supposed to be in the meeting and it was planned from 4 to 5.
My first and the foremost thought was, yep!, how could I manage to reach on time. O god!, what the hell it was. And I couldn't ignore this, it was relevant to my implementations. O god!!!.
I didn't have her number, a thought came into my mind. What I could do now. Again lost in thoughts, now a bit tensed.
I made proper plans to finish it by 4.45 so that I could have at least 15 mins to reach there.
The meeting started at 4, it was a conference call, PM was there in Europe and we here in India. I gave my full concentration at the presentation and discussion to make it done by 4.45
and when I checked my watch it was already 4.40 and this bloody PM....., why I was getting angry with him. :(
It ended at few mins to 5, I told my boss that I had to go and left.
This time I was to reach the coffee house as soon as possible, and again my bike was with the full throttle as it was in the morning, but because of Friday traffic I made it there only at 5.20, I left my bike in the parking lot. I was so eager to reach the coffee house that my heart beats were fast, but somehow I managed to reach the coffee shop.
As I entered my eyes were looking for her, but she was no where to see, I came out, searched for her in the market itself, roamed around, but she wasn't there, I again went back to the coffee shop, and she really she was not there.
What happened to her, did she come at all, or she didn't.
If she came then why didn't she wait, and if she didn't, then why she planned to meet me by 5.
I changed my words which I said to myself in the morning, "the things which you wait more than others for, you can never be sure if they happen or not."
I sat there, and stayed for almost next half an hour, ordered a coffee, drank it, and then I thought, Will she meet me again, don't know, destiny knows, but destiny!!, who knows her.
Saturday, August 22, 2009
Wednesday, April 1, 2009
Depart
What do you think, is it you who bother about me or rather me, taking care of you all the time, he asked.
Nothing like that, she replied instantly, though maybe it is.
Maybe? Wow, that's some great excuse!
Who talks about excuses? I never said so.
It's not always about what you say, dear. Sometimes you got to read between the lines.
Like how?
Like... why don't you just think? Something hypothetical, say, futuristic. You know, like ideas based on relations.
Relations as in relationships? I can't believe you are going that far already. That's crazy!
He could not believe she could misunderstand so easily.
There is nothing like that, he said. These are things that irritate everyone.
Oh ya? Who talks about everyone? Just say that I irritate you! She was about to explode.
These words of her set up anger in him and he shouted, Yes, right, the truth is, you irritate me, the way you treat me does irritate me. I don't like you actually...
He could not finish his thought because she interrupted him, If that's the truth, then why are you with me??
Silence fell over them as he didn't know what to answer..., and she left the room.
Nothing like that, she replied instantly, though maybe it is.
Maybe? Wow, that's some great excuse!
Who talks about excuses? I never said so.
It's not always about what you say, dear. Sometimes you got to read between the lines.
Like how?
Like... why don't you just think? Something hypothetical, say, futuristic. You know, like ideas based on relations.
Relations as in relationships? I can't believe you are going that far already. That's crazy!
He could not believe she could misunderstand so easily.
There is nothing like that, he said. These are things that irritate everyone.
Oh ya? Who talks about everyone? Just say that I irritate you! She was about to explode.
These words of her set up anger in him and he shouted, Yes, right, the truth is, you irritate me, the way you treat me does irritate me. I don't like you actually...
He could not finish his thought because she interrupted him, If that's the truth, then why are you with me??
Silence fell over them as he didn't know what to answer..., and she left the room.
Thursday, March 26, 2009
Hope, Ray and .........
Sometimes, life itself doesn't know where it leads,
Sometimes, it just stops,
It does not stop to wait for something,
But stops for some kind of Hope.
Hope is like everybody's asset,
Something which at times makes you feel regrets,
And still things happen in a way,
That makes some hope, a Ray.
Rays of Sun give light to everything,
This everything has a heart, which beats,
Beats for everyone, those, you know, and those, you don't,
But even still it leads the life which cheats.
Cheating a heart is now like fashion,
Playing with it and with emotions.
Hope, Ray and Cheating are a Collaboration,
Which leads the Life and says, "Now, it's your destination".
Sometimes, it just stops,
It does not stop to wait for something,
But stops for some kind of Hope.
Hope is like everybody's asset,
Something which at times makes you feel regrets,
And still things happen in a way,
That makes some hope, a Ray.
Rays of Sun give light to everything,
This everything has a heart, which beats,
Beats for everyone, those, you know, and those, you don't,
But even still it leads the life which cheats.
Cheating a heart is now like fashion,
Playing with it and with emotions.
Hope, Ray and Cheating are a Collaboration,
Which leads the Life and says, "Now, it's your destination".
Monday, March 16, 2009
Believe...
I dont know why the sun only rises in the east and sets at the west,
I dont know why the people usually say something like this and do something like that,
Is it life, the people around you, the flora, the fauna
or something you called believe, which you have in me and I.. have in you.
Believe that what-so-ever is happening for the good,
believe that last, even if there is no one at last,
believe that make you to think, this is surely gonna happen,
believe that make you to be a part of truth, the creator of Trust.
Believe that its the East and thats the West.
I dont know why the people usually say something like this and do something like that,
Is it life, the people around you, the flora, the fauna
or something you called believe, which you have in me and I.. have in you.
Believe that what-so-ever is happening for the good,
believe that last, even if there is no one at last,
believe that make you to think, this is surely gonna happen,
believe that make you to be a part of truth, the creator of Trust.
Believe that its the East and thats the West.
Thursday, February 26, 2009
Pearl or raindrop.
Is our friendship a pearl or a raindrop,
I don't know, but since you are there, the heart and mind are both on top.
Usually the mind thinks, "Is it fair?"
And the heart says, "Of course, dear".
I don't know what it is, affection or love.
But what-so-ever it is, the view changes the world.
Everything seems to be altered, even the clock,
I just wanted to say that i am now so hooked.
Is our friendship a pearl or a raindrop, I don't know.
As ocean doesn't know what is its horizon and where it flows.
Thoughts are numerous and hard to count,
But eventually things happen which make the presence around.
The world is not going to stop this way,
And I know, I don't have the guts to say.
Tried hard to convey, through message and signals,
But how would i know, if you don't handle?
Sometimes I think, I'm alongside a wall,
The echo goes and comes back and halts.
Now its your turn to respond to that echo,
Else everything will get washed in just a go.
Our friendship remains a raindrop,
If it doesn't get a shell to stop.
You have to come, to respond and to tell the world,
That the shell is its home, and it is a pearl.
I don't know, but since you are there, the heart and mind are both on top.
Usually the mind thinks, "Is it fair?"
And the heart says, "Of course, dear".
I don't know what it is, affection or love.
But what-so-ever it is, the view changes the world.
Everything seems to be altered, even the clock,
I just wanted to say that i am now so hooked.
Is our friendship a pearl or a raindrop, I don't know.
As ocean doesn't know what is its horizon and where it flows.
Thoughts are numerous and hard to count,
But eventually things happen which make the presence around.
The world is not going to stop this way,
And I know, I don't have the guts to say.
Tried hard to convey, through message and signals,
But how would i know, if you don't handle?
Sometimes I think, I'm alongside a wall,
The echo goes and comes back and halts.
Now its your turn to respond to that echo,
Else everything will get washed in just a go.
Our friendship remains a raindrop,
If it doesn't get a shell to stop.
You have to come, to respond and to tell the world,
That the shell is its home, and it is a pearl.
Monday, February 16, 2009
Did I ever get you......
thou the times we shared,
we don't know that,
we will meet again or not,
this is the matter to say not.
Becoz when i see you,
my heart always wants you.
i don't know that what I do,
becoz i always know that I love you.
but, you never see in my heart,
becoz you always among your friends.
I m also among those, my heart beats for you,
what i do, as i love u.
i don't know as ever I get you.
but i assure you that i will always be with you
my blessing, my care and of course my love becoz........................
we don't know that,
we will meet again or not,
this is the matter to say not.
Becoz when i see you,
my heart always wants you.
i don't know that what I do,
becoz i always know that I love you.
but, you never see in my heart,
becoz you always among your friends.
I m also among those, my heart beats for you,
what i do, as i love u.
i don't know as ever I get you.
but i assure you that i will always be with you
my blessing, my care and of course my love becoz........................
Wednesday, February 11, 2009
Just You.
Life is too tough for me to survive,
without u no one to guide
i m alone, what will i do,
no one have the idea, one who have
that is you
Life is now with no any kinda destination,
without u so many precautions.
sometime i want to go there sometime here,
but, no way who have this idea, n that's u.
life's future, looking me hard,
without you, no ward.
whenever i think, i forget everything,
except one!, who have this idea, that's u.
life will be full of flower filled garden,
if u come with me, as my warden
i assure u, life will become easy, destination den Czzy,
hardness becomes bright,
n i will become all right.
without u no one to guide
i m alone, what will i do,
no one have the idea, one who have
that is you
Life is now with no any kinda destination,
without u so many precautions.
sometime i want to go there sometime here,
but, no way who have this idea, n that's u.
life's future, looking me hard,
without you, no ward.
whenever i think, i forget everything,
except one!, who have this idea, that's u.
life will be full of flower filled garden,
if u come with me, as my warden
i assure u, life will become easy, destination den Czzy,
hardness becomes bright,
n i will become all right.
Tuesday, February 10, 2009
In Dreams....
whenever i saw u in dreams,
i always want to say u something,
its only knew to few,
who i m n who is u.
sometimes in night,
sometimes in day dreams,
i only wish to see u,
everyday,
every second,
in my life, in my dreams.
but i kw its not possible or so easy
to meet u there...
becoz i m a human, who see u in dreams,
and u, THE GOD,
whom i have the right to see in dreams,
or in heaven, after all life's rest..., thats DEATH......
i always want to say u something,
its only knew to few,
who i m n who is u.
sometimes in night,
sometimes in day dreams,
i only wish to see u,
everyday,
every second,
in my life, in my dreams.
but i kw its not possible or so easy
to meet u there...
becoz i m a human, who see u in dreams,
and u, THE GOD,
whom i have the right to see in dreams,
or in heaven, after all life's rest..., thats DEATH......
Wednesday, February 4, 2009
Bike n Dream.
Have u dreamt of biking at a pace of more than 150 km/h, its huge for the standard roads, but ya i have dreamt and i fulfilled that in a beautiful way.
It’s a small story which reveals around a girl, girl with blonde hairs, a beautiful smile and simple but attractive looks.
So the story starts when i saw her for the first time peeping through a gate, she was looking for someone she knew, at the morning time, may be 6 or 6:30 am, she banged the gate 2-3 times but nobody opened the door, i was looking at her from my balcony, she saw me but without any thing like asking me, she tried the same a couple of times, i think my looks prevented her from asking anything.
But nothing was there to respond her from behind the gates. Well after few minutes she left.
The day went as usual with office work, but i came early from there to have jogging.
As i came across the gate of my rented home, i saw her again, she was again doing the same, as i was well dressed this time, my confidence said me to ask her about the matter.
"Excuse me", i asked.
"Yes please", with a little sign of interest.
"Who are you looking for, they left the place last week, r u not able to see the lock there at the door, that side?", I added.
She had a look to the same, n then with a little shallow thought, she said, "I m very sorry, i wasn’t having any idea about the same", n she turned back to her way,
I shouted her from behind, "Hey, is there something serious?"
she didn’t want to reply, but she did, "Yes, actually there my friend 'Riya' lives, n by chance she had my exam entrance card in her bag, as i didn’t carry my bag while we went to accept the same."
"Didn’t she call u for the same," I said.
"No", as i don’t have a cell of my own, n my phone at home is not working", she replied.
Why dont u ask these people, "I was pointing towards the house adjacent to them", she might have given it to them for you".
"May be you are right," she replied.
She went inside and came in a few minutes, I was just waiting outside the door, as she might need some more words or help from me (man'kind for a woman :))
She was in a happy mood this time; i thought she got the one, without asking anything, she said "thanks to you, i got the one".
I replied through my smile n bade her bye..
She asked from behind, "what’s your name?".
I stood for a while, somebody asked for my name!!.
"It’s Mannu", i replied.
"Myself Vanika" she said n gave her hand towards me for the hand shake. "Thanks again, becoz of you i got the same else i wouldn’t be able to appear for the MBA entrance, but now i will surely crack it just becoz of you, again thanks a lot". And for this whole she hold the hand n for the same time i felt good, better n even best :)
n she went, i followed her with my eyes till she took the turn of the road.
she was pretty, i saw my type of a girl after a long time, n I didn’t know when i would see her again, i even didn’t take any reference of her, how silly i was.
after few days, it was monday, towards office on my friend’s bike (i took my friend’s bike last night as i had to drop my friend to the bus station, as he had to go home on a short notice), i saw the same girl along the road side, what was her name??, ya it was Vanika.
"Hey Vanika, how are you?" I asked.
She ignored first but when i removed my helmet she added, "hey mannu, hws u?"
"I m fine", i replied,
"Me too", she added.
"So where are you going, may i drop u?" I asked.
"I m just waiting for the bus, n i have my exam at 9, it’s already 8:30" she said.
"So come, let me drop you," I added.
She sat n i drove the bike towards her entrance hall.
Usually i drive the bike in a rash mood, but this time i didn’t know why but its was moving with an appropriate pace!!, neither fast nor slow, it was all like an automatic phenomenon that made her reach the entrance hall at the appropriate time. And for the whole way we talked very little, Just which exam, which she told me before hand when she met me last time.
"Thank you, thank you again as you made me reach exam hall on time".
"No issues, Vanika, my pleasure," I said.
When she turned towards the gate, i asked from behind,"so shall we meet in the evening, if you......."
She smiled a little n added ,"ok, after my exam at 5 in coffee house", n she turned towards the gate.
vrooommmmmmmmmmmmmm!!!!!, the bike said,
n at the pace of 150 km/h on the straight roads, with a great smile on my face, i came to my office, 15 km just in 6 minutes, amazing!!!!, ya truly amazing..........
was it the biking perfection of something else, I know u got the answer. :)
It’s a small story which reveals around a girl, girl with blonde hairs, a beautiful smile and simple but attractive looks.
So the story starts when i saw her for the first time peeping through a gate, she was looking for someone she knew, at the morning time, may be 6 or 6:30 am, she banged the gate 2-3 times but nobody opened the door, i was looking at her from my balcony, she saw me but without any thing like asking me, she tried the same a couple of times, i think my looks prevented her from asking anything.
But nothing was there to respond her from behind the gates. Well after few minutes she left.
The day went as usual with office work, but i came early from there to have jogging.
As i came across the gate of my rented home, i saw her again, she was again doing the same, as i was well dressed this time, my confidence said me to ask her about the matter.
"Excuse me", i asked.
"Yes please", with a little sign of interest.
"Who are you looking for, they left the place last week, r u not able to see the lock there at the door, that side?", I added.
She had a look to the same, n then with a little shallow thought, she said, "I m very sorry, i wasn’t having any idea about the same", n she turned back to her way,
I shouted her from behind, "Hey, is there something serious?"
she didn’t want to reply, but she did, "Yes, actually there my friend 'Riya' lives, n by chance she had my exam entrance card in her bag, as i didn’t carry my bag while we went to accept the same."
"Didn’t she call u for the same," I said.
"No", as i don’t have a cell of my own, n my phone at home is not working", she replied.
Why dont u ask these people, "I was pointing towards the house adjacent to them", she might have given it to them for you".
"May be you are right," she replied.
She went inside and came in a few minutes, I was just waiting outside the door, as she might need some more words or help from me (man'kind for a woman :))
She was in a happy mood this time; i thought she got the one, without asking anything, she said "thanks to you, i got the one".
I replied through my smile n bade her bye..
She asked from behind, "what’s your name?".
I stood for a while, somebody asked for my name!!.
"It’s Mannu", i replied.
"Myself Vanika" she said n gave her hand towards me for the hand shake. "Thanks again, becoz of you i got the same else i wouldn’t be able to appear for the MBA entrance, but now i will surely crack it just becoz of you, again thanks a lot". And for this whole she hold the hand n for the same time i felt good, better n even best :)
n she went, i followed her with my eyes till she took the turn of the road.
she was pretty, i saw my type of a girl after a long time, n I didn’t know when i would see her again, i even didn’t take any reference of her, how silly i was.
after few days, it was monday, towards office on my friend’s bike (i took my friend’s bike last night as i had to drop my friend to the bus station, as he had to go home on a short notice), i saw the same girl along the road side, what was her name??, ya it was Vanika.
"Hey Vanika, how are you?" I asked.
She ignored first but when i removed my helmet she added, "hey mannu, hws u?"
"I m fine", i replied,
"Me too", she added.
"So where are you going, may i drop u?" I asked.
"I m just waiting for the bus, n i have my exam at 9, it’s already 8:30" she said.
"So come, let me drop you," I added.
She sat n i drove the bike towards her entrance hall.
Usually i drive the bike in a rash mood, but this time i didn’t know why but its was moving with an appropriate pace!!, neither fast nor slow, it was all like an automatic phenomenon that made her reach the entrance hall at the appropriate time. And for the whole way we talked very little, Just which exam, which she told me before hand when she met me last time.
"Thank you, thank you again as you made me reach exam hall on time".
"No issues, Vanika, my pleasure," I said.
When she turned towards the gate, i asked from behind,"so shall we meet in the evening, if you......."
She smiled a little n added ,"ok, after my exam at 5 in coffee house", n she turned towards the gate.
vrooommmmmmmmmmmmmm!!!!!, the bike said,
n at the pace of 150 km/h on the straight roads, with a great smile on my face, i came to my office, 15 km just in 6 minutes, amazing!!!!, ya truly amazing..........
was it the biking perfection of something else, I know u got the answer. :)
Thursday, January 29, 2009
Core Message...
From the Mountains to the Oceans,
Did I ever asked God, Why I'm on this earth.
Couple of times...., When I am all alone,
these question arise and i keep on searching again.
Sometimes a "Sigh" happens in heart,
to just find out as what it is, or what it was.
Did I accomplished or still I have,
to search for the one, inside, dark.
I happen to see the world around me,
from the Mountains till the Oceans.
that's the diversity of my country
very vast but still everyone like long last.
But still i ask god, Why I'm here,
He says listen.......
Listen to Oceans, they wanna say,
something, which you have to convey,
Convey to Mountains that be there,
Be there, to send your streams always The Same Way.
Did I ever asked God, Why I'm on this earth.
Couple of times...., When I am all alone,
these question arise and i keep on searching again.
Sometimes a "Sigh" happens in heart,
to just find out as what it is, or what it was.
Did I accomplished or still I have,
to search for the one, inside, dark.
I happen to see the world around me,
from the Mountains till the Oceans.
that's the diversity of my country
very vast but still everyone like long last.
But still i ask god, Why I'm here,
He says listen.......
Listen to Oceans, they wanna say,
something, which you have to convey,
Convey to Mountains that be there,
Be there, to send your streams always The Same Way.
Wednesday, January 28, 2009
Love n Life.
Often you find times in your life,
that makes to think something beyond being wise.
Is it something to create a hue
or just like what actually make you a new.
I dont know, but people often say,
the love......, the pious love is hard to find.
but its also true that, for once,
it comes all to your way.
truth means life, life is love,
love is pious, pious the nector
nector for deities, deities in Heaven
and Heaven on Earth...., If Life is with truth
so love the life, have the truth
and have the heaven on Earth.
that makes to think something beyond being wise.
Is it something to create a hue
or just like what actually make you a new.
I dont know, but people often say,
the love......, the pious love is hard to find.
but its also true that, for once,
it comes all to your way.
truth means life, life is love,
love is pious, pious the nector
nector for deities, deities in Heaven
and Heaven on Earth...., If Life is with truth
so love the life, have the truth
and have the heaven on Earth.
Tuesday, December 16, 2008
Laugh :(
What is that, that makes me laugh,
what is that, that makes laugh to come,
Laugh!!, that needs some moments,
moment that reveals some thoughts,
thoughts of what we say, Happiness or Joy.
All that makes, someone to remember the same,
So, Is it the remembrance that makes laugh
Noooo!!!, It's not....
but yes, it's something that makes the remembrance a milestone.
Milestone, this time, not for you!, you! and of course not you.
It's for me only, and iff for someone, then It's SHE.
She who knows that whats the remembrance is.
Gave me the truth that makes me laugh,
the truth that she can't be mine.
Is it something to laugh??
yes!!, for sure, As she lost the Gem she had.
the gem, the Love, my Love for her.
and now she has no gem, no love, n I just Laugh... :(
what is that, that makes laugh to come,
Laugh!!, that needs some moments,
moment that reveals some thoughts,
thoughts of what we say, Happiness or Joy.
All that makes, someone to remember the same,
So, Is it the remembrance that makes laugh
Noooo!!!, It's not....
but yes, it's something that makes the remembrance a milestone.
Milestone, this time, not for you!, you! and of course not you.
It's for me only, and iff for someone, then It's SHE.
She who knows that whats the remembrance is.
Gave me the truth that makes me laugh,
the truth that she can't be mine.
Is it something to laugh??
yes!!, for sure, As she lost the Gem she had.
the gem, the Love, my Love for her.
and now she has no gem, no love, n I just Laugh... :(
Wednesday, December 3, 2008
Do you know?, i know you!!
i knnow you since i know this world,
the day i started knowing myself,
Is that you who also know me, "No i dont think so.".
this is again a mystry, behind the history
histroy that reveals around you,
thats make me to trust, that i know you
Still i say i know you,
bt do you know me, "No i dont think so.".
Ok, lets settle the things,
Lets reciprocate the Knowings.
you know me since you know the world.
just stop, "I DONT THINK SO.".
i knnow you since i know this world,
the day i started knowing myself,
Is that you who also know me, "No i dont think so.".
this is again a mystry, behind the history
histroy that reveals around you,
thats make me to trust, that i know you
Still i say i know you,
bt do you know me, "No i dont think so.".
Ok, lets settle the things,
Lets reciprocate the Knowings.
you know me since you know the world.
just stop, "I DONT THINK SO.".
Saturday, June 14, 2008
Stories never ends........
Stories never ends........
Continued.
Previous days. months, years, that all went, either this way or that,
somehow motivated the boy to think positive about the gal, about her relation to him, about her remembrance of him in her mind, heart etc etc. :)
but, all in one, just a wish, not assure that the gal some how, someday will get her memories back whom she some how forgotten this time.
In last few days boy just had a thought about her first few interaction with the gal, and one of them when she caught him red handed as he was gazing her behind the walls.
The days, during spring, when everything in nature in its full bloom, Flowers, all day refreshing the atmosphere with their blossoms, bird's echoes just making the environment more elegant, the instance was just written by God, of course its God's place so written by God.
In the evening of these beautiful days, Boy was wandering alone, somewhere unknowingly, and he found the gal, playing badminton along with , most probably, her sister.
He stood there beside a wall and keep on watching her.
Stopped,
As the time stopped, he don't know what happened, but everything became like still image for him, the fragrance of the flowers, the echoes of the birds, everything around me just stopped,
leaving this, The gals expressions, her smile,
her hairs, shoulder cut, always making her half face just out of the view,
her arguments to her sister,
her steps, sometimes towards the net sometimes away from that.
The question arise here that, Is really everything just stopped, where was his watch, Is that stopped too, Oh sorry!!!, I forgot he hadn't the one.
but yes for him the world got stopped, as he stopped.
When you feel something around you for a longer time, two things most often happens, either you leave the object or you regret that the time is just leaving you behind. personnel thought, but i think very true.
but this time, The Stopped Time, I think, every boy during this time want the same, the same as the boy had with him, n always wanna be with that till..............
well let us come again to the story.....,
In the mean time the shuttle flew up and fell somewhere, where from when the gal picked the shuttle he saw the boy.
"Hey hows u? n how you be there?" asked the gal.
"just like that." boy replied. and few more words which remain unspoken and still unspoken.
and interrupting her not replying to her much thoughts, he went from there as soon as possible, I think she called from behind, but naaa, he dint stopped until everything disappeared else the thoughts.
and since then till now the thoughts are with him, and he still alone.
but Not alone, thoughts are still with him.
To Be Continued...................
Continued.
Previous days. months, years, that all went, either this way or that,
somehow motivated the boy to think positive about the gal, about her relation to him, about her remembrance of him in her mind, heart etc etc. :)
but, all in one, just a wish, not assure that the gal some how, someday will get her memories back whom she some how forgotten this time.
In last few days boy just had a thought about her first few interaction with the gal, and one of them when she caught him red handed as he was gazing her behind the walls.
The days, during spring, when everything in nature in its full bloom, Flowers, all day refreshing the atmosphere with their blossoms, bird's echoes just making the environment more elegant, the instance was just written by God, of course its God's place so written by God.
In the evening of these beautiful days, Boy was wandering alone, somewhere unknowingly, and he found the gal, playing badminton along with , most probably, her sister.
He stood there beside a wall and keep on watching her.
Stopped,
As the time stopped, he don't know what happened, but everything became like still image for him, the fragrance of the flowers, the echoes of the birds, everything around me just stopped,
leaving this, The gals expressions, her smile,
her hairs, shoulder cut, always making her half face just out of the view,
her arguments to her sister,
her steps, sometimes towards the net sometimes away from that.
The question arise here that, Is really everything just stopped, where was his watch, Is that stopped too, Oh sorry!!!, I forgot he hadn't the one.
but yes for him the world got stopped, as he stopped.
When you feel something around you for a longer time, two things most often happens, either you leave the object or you regret that the time is just leaving you behind. personnel thought, but i think very true.
but this time, The Stopped Time, I think, every boy during this time want the same, the same as the boy had with him, n always wanna be with that till..............
well let us come again to the story.....,
In the mean time the shuttle flew up and fell somewhere, where from when the gal picked the shuttle he saw the boy.
"Hey hows u? n how you be there?" asked the gal.
"just like that." boy replied. and few more words which remain unspoken and still unspoken.
and interrupting her not replying to her much thoughts, he went from there as soon as possible, I think she called from behind, but naaa, he dint stopped until everything disappeared else the thoughts.
and since then till now the thoughts are with him, and he still alone.
but Not alone, thoughts are still with him.
To Be Continued...................
Monday, May 26, 2008
Tagged.
1)LAST MOVIE U SAW IN A THEATRE?In Hindi its was BhootNath, n in English three consecutive Iron man,
2)WHAT BOOK ARE U
These days no book, last it was Alchemist.
3)FAVOURITE BOARD GAME?
Carom these days… as it help to cop up with the time I spend in office
4)FAVOURITE MAGAZINE?
Wow……….. I luv magazine bt as guys its jst to see, so any one with the latest models
welcomed.
5)FAVOURITE SMELLS?
Smells or fragrance?
Odd question
Any voice or echo, dat belong to my beloved family, my mom, dad, sis, or bro..
The human thinking way,
Not always bt sometimes this human react totally different.
That this day shud bring something different den yesterday.
3’Cs in Lajpat Nagar,
mainly the First floor, garden place.
10)FUTURE CHILDS NAME?
Ray, if it would be a gal and junior mannu if it’s the boy
11)FINISH THIS STATEMENT---'IF I HAD A LOT OF MONEY I'D'
I will Try to finish it one day, as money create probs.
12)DO U DRIVE FAST?
Love to the part of being fast, and if its biking den superb.
13)DO U SLEEP WITH A STUFFED ANIMAL?
Naa,
Of course if big 1 then scary, as it take life of too many, if cool like breeze den of course cool
15)WHAT WAS YOUR FIRST CAR?
Naa, nt yet n of course nt in near future
16)FAVOURITE DRINK?
Ice tea(cold), latte (hot)
17)FINISH THIS STATEMENT-IF I HAD THE TIME I WOULD...
I already have a lot of time, if I have not; I will try to find the same.
Its my word dat, If u manage
18)DO YOU EAT THE STEMS ON BROCCOLI?
Very less, only when the mess guys prepare something like continental.
19)IF YOU COULD DYE YOUR HAIR ANY OTHER COLOUR, WHAT WOULD BE YOUR CHOICE?
Naaa, I m happy with the one I have, rich black, that suits me better.
20)NAME ALL THE DIFFERENT CITIES/TOWNS U HAVE LIVED IN?
Its only abt my
a) In
b) In Arunachal Pradesh, its
c) In Himachal, its Kangra, Dharamsala, Palampur, Diotsidh, Shimla, Una, Nangal(Bhakhra), Solan.
d) In
e) In Punjab, Its
f) In Uttranchal, its Dehradun, haridwar, Rishikesh.
g) In Uttar Pradesh, Its
h) In
i) In Haryana, Its Gurgaon.
j) In Rajsthan, Its Alwar, Sriska.
k) In Madhya Pradesh, Its
Rest of the
21)FAVOURITE SPORTS TO WATCH?
Watch!!!!, Nahh
I wanna play I like playing sports like Cricket, Basket ball, Snooker, swimming, badminton, etc. etc. etc.
22)ONE NICE THING ABOUT THE PERSON WHO SENT THIS TO YOU?
Nice:: Naïve Incredible Cool and Efficient frnd of mine. She surely think that is it really for her??
Ya dear, its all about you. :)
My stock house of shoes and sandals.
24)WOULD U LIKE TO BE BORN AS YOURSELF AGAIN??
Sure, Nothing harmful for anyone.
25)MORNING PERSON OR NIGHT OWL?
Sometime this and sometime dat, I mean I m adjustable, sometime for running or jogging its morning person and other way for parties and chill out, Night Owl.
26)OVER EASY OR SUNNY SIDE UP?
Over easy, and Some time anger may came up bt again cool down very fast, u can say short tempered bt for seconds only.
My current office.
28)FAVOURITE PIE?
PIE??? Wats this if its as per the grammar(A prehistoric unrecorded language that was the ancestor of all Indo-European languages), den naa, nt anyone till nw
29)FAVOURITE ICECREAM FLAVOUR?
Ummmmmmmmmmmmmm
Ice cream, I think u gt!!
Any one ………………..
30)OF ALL THE PEOPLE U HAVE TAGGED, WHO IS THE MOST LIKELY TO RESPOND FIRST?
Dint tagged anyone yet, but I will surely make this for you people to continue this chain by tagging someone for the very reason (to answer this question). But I know writing things is a difficult way to respond, so the one, most likely to respond and dats also first looks weird.
Tuesday, May 13, 2008
Stories never ends........
Who loved a gal so much in their childhood that either the gal is with them or as a password for their any type of login Ids….. :)
Actually this story also starts with a similar situation a boy was in love with a gal, but time made them to live separated, reason army background and also boy never had the idea to told the gal that he love her, may be the shyness, his previous record :) , n etc. etc.
Well the aftermath is a password, yes the memories of that gal, the Name of that gal worked as his password for all type of login Ids….., till today.
It is just his way of remembering someone, whom he lost somewhere in the crowd of this Big World, whom unknowingly he loved….., Don’t know whether the same is from the gal too or not, but ya he was true about his love, n still he is true……….
The first crush of his life.
Well times passed, situations gets changed, life wonders sometimes, make possible something which seems to be a little Impossible, yup, that’s true, the Big World, again come to an end, and seems to be a small one, now his password is someway around appears with some dimensions in thoughts, as boy got what he remained with the password, yup, the gal appeared again J, and all what he had with him become alive. The memories he has, the time they had, the friends, the school bus they used to go etc. etc.
Situations………………………..wired sometime, why?? Don’t know, Is really!! these come backs bring something to the human, not concerning to the single couple but as a generic, Is the Situations remains the same,
Situations…………………
A different this time, don’t know why, but what the guy persevered from years, memories, her name, her smile, all these are still fade,
as the gal don’t remember him, Remember her all friends, but not to him.
What he do know, as he can’t do anything that make her to think the way guy thinks about her, thought about her during entering password to his login Ids .
Is she can understand the way the boy used to saw her behind the gate from his home, from this side desk in class to another side of desks, her helping hand in small things in which she was excel but not the guy, her asking things when u were eating something in shopping complex near his housing board area etc. etc.
So question arise whether he will convince his love to understand him, will he get what he want, don’t know about the destiny but how she is now this time?
But he is vigor too have her in his life
To be Continued……………………
Monday, March 17, 2008
Intuition or Destiny
Can somebody suggest me that Is it the intuition of doing something or our destiny that already have something decided for us.
A little tough question, If i dont do the same, will I get the same. little tough?? Hm!!
well these things are always in thoughts when you get something which is obviously not of your context but you still get the same..
a small write up from my side on the match we had yesterday, "the Cricket match".
I m good bowler, as i m so i say the same,
but i m not a good batsman so i dont use the same for myself, yes i am a poor batsman,
but sometimes, u get unexpected behavior, unexpected performance, unexpected result, and then absolute win, I know that for such kind of games team effort is must, but the performances are always given as individuals...., the truth.
the same happened there, i did well from my bowling side, 4 wickets, 4 overs, n gave just 10 runs, after a long time great record.
but theres something new in the story, I also added important 26 runs to the total score and thanks, In true words thanks to all other players that made it a Win, and made me to elated for the same.
The way circumstances changed, the way i played superised me too, but yes it was an elated event for all of us.
Now come to the same question again, that is it what we intuited to do, or it was all a part of our destiny which i made yesterday, n often we encounter in our life?
Answers welcomed................
A little tough question, If i dont do the same, will I get the same. little tough?? Hm!!
well these things are always in thoughts when you get something which is obviously not of your context but you still get the same..
a small write up from my side on the match we had yesterday, "the Cricket match".
I m good bowler, as i m so i say the same,
but i m not a good batsman so i dont use the same for myself, yes i am a poor batsman,
but sometimes, u get unexpected behavior, unexpected performance, unexpected result, and then absolute win, I know that for such kind of games team effort is must, but the performances are always given as individuals...., the truth.
the same happened there, i did well from my bowling side, 4 wickets, 4 overs, n gave just 10 runs, after a long time great record.
but theres something new in the story, I also added important 26 runs to the total score and thanks, In true words thanks to all other players that made it a Win, and made me to elated for the same.
The way circumstances changed, the way i played superised me too, but yes it was an elated event for all of us.
Now come to the same question again, that is it what we intuited to do, or it was all a part of our destiny which i made yesterday, n often we encounter in our life?
Answers welcomed................
Thursday, February 14, 2008
dummy data :)
Hi all,
Again I m here with the thoughts I have, which I usually don’t able to express correctly, but I’ll try this time to make you all a little comfortable this time…..
Again I m here with the thoughts I have, which I usually don’t able to express correctly, but I’ll try this time to make you all a little comfortable this time…..
I usually think that, Is the atmosphere I get and the life style I m into is sufficient to live,
Isn’t I always compromise with the things around me,
Isn’t I m less demanding then what actually I should to be,
Isn’t I m doing all what is around me and nothing for which I meant,
Isn’t I m to lazy to what I can do more early,
Isn’t I m less capable instead of actually what I can do.
These all things come into my mind when I think about the people around me,
or when people say me like this that “why you are trying to be as such as you are not suppose to be?”, then a simple question come to my mind, Is they speaking the truth, Is I really behaved in such a manner that made them to speak such words, Is I really try to create a dummy image of myself instead of my transparent nature as usually I have. Do I really need myself to correct this? Or its only their supposition or experience they had, on the basis of which the made such a statement.
I correlated too things there to justify my point the question I plant earlier and then the supposition I made, but again the story stands where from I started it. Well the only thing that I think is the best answer to my questions is this that “one is responsible for all the happening which happens with oneself”, and also there is nothing to blame somebody else and nothing matters as whether you did the same for the good of others or for your own purpose.
So all sort of questions are not for you actually, it was all an illusion, I made them all to make myself learn that what I m missing, I only responsible for the same and nobody else :),
And I hope you all not mind for the same. Thanks for your precious time. :)
Thursday, January 17, 2008
Initiation and implmentation.....
People often ask me that I m crazy about all type of outing, visiting here n there, taking hasty decision n all this kind of stuff, I think it’s only me who can explain this. Why I only? Why I wrote as I m the only person who can explain this.
If any of you can explain then don’t read below, as you know everything, but still I say that you don’t know the Exact.
Couple of times in my life, I compromised with what I demanded, Everyone may did the same couple of times, but its fact that I did all compromises all the time, all the time means whenever required, whenever somebody said me that, “sorry its not for you”, I left the same, reason, I was not an independent that time, as being elder in my family I always thought in a bigger sense(how bigger I don’t know), I always understood what my parent’s eyes says, what actually they want to make us in the scarcity of resources, which I think every elder son of a middle order family think, that always restrict me to do what I wanted. Very simple example for you all, How many of you had a bicycle in childhood? I think most of you say that ya I had, It doesn’t mean that I don’t had, but that was my fathers not mine which he used to go to work, n I learnt riding the same after one and a half year.
Well you might be thinking that how m I linking the craziness of this time to this childhood’s compromise? Let me explain.
This time the stage of life is something different to what it was when I was a child, now the options are different, the life’s needs are different, everything is different, but I don’t know where from a childish behavior comes which anyway want me to do the something which take me into a heaven of thoughts and I do what so ever come into my mind, and most of the times, something like a little unexplainable, interesting, exiting, n anyway all about the thoughts, time, and the situation, which never meet at one place.
So friends, Chill, all the time, at every place, in every situation.
Monday, November 19, 2007
What you descibe to this Incidence
Here is an Incidence I'm going to describe as what you thought in the morning and the same you get in the evening opposite to the expection but appropriate in sake to justice, but then you come to know the story is some other way around.
It's a small incidence, which starts regarding my incentive award(those who kw me they know why I got this, and for those who dont, for them, "this award I got for my performance in Quark".), I woke up in the morning with this pray to God that the long awaited award should be availed to me in any case, in today's schedule, and i came to office.
Asusual day spent I tried a lot but no solution that how to encash that award.
In evening we all planned to have a chill out, and we all(me and my colleague friends), we first went to Sony exclusive showroom to see the chances we can have to avail or encash my award, but nhhh, no way.
Well we back from there and sat some where in sector-8 for the snacks and then dinner, a cool area with a good crowd., and the chit chat started then and we remain there for 1-2 hrs, enjoyed fully "It was after a long time that i laugh this much that make a blow of heat in my stomach, laughed and laughed and laughed, it was all paining in stomach becoz of this.",
It's a small incidence, which starts regarding my incentive award(those who kw me they know why I got this, and for those who dont, for them, "this award I got for my performance in Quark".), I woke up in the morning with this pray to God that the long awaited award should be availed to me in any case, in today's schedule, and i came to office.
Asusual day spent I tried a lot but no solution that how to encash that award.
In evening we all planned to have a chill out, and we all(me and my colleague friends), we first went to Sony exclusive showroom to see the chances we can have to avail or encash my award, but nhhh, no way.
Well we back from there and sat some where in sector-8 for the snacks and then dinner, a cool area with a good crowd., and the chit chat started then and we remain there for 1-2 hrs, enjoyed fully "It was after a long time that i laugh this much that make a blow of heat in my stomach, laughed and laughed and laughed, it was all paining in stomach becoz of this.",
and then we decided to move some where else for the coffee shop, we took a round to that market, sat into the car and moved from there for the coffee shop.
Suddenly, I remembered that I forgot my mobile there, very great, nothing to shock, Its my habit these days, earlier I never had this habit in my life, but since this mobile came there into my life it was third time I forgot my mobile somewhere on the dinner table, last two time it came back to me, but this time..., as we went back to this shop there was nothing like mobile on the dinner table, people as usual enjoying there dinner, and a very sociable person from us said that its not nice to blame these guys as they all looks from respectable family and we will come tomorrow morning to enquire about the mobile. I understood, and replied in affirmation, and we back from there.
I was having a little regret about my mobile, the only two main reason, as it was presented to me by my younger brother, and secondly I lost my Home's number :(, :(..
AND what came to my mind now, everything else was as I prayed in the morning, YES, now I thought that what I prayed to god in the morning it get completed, my award now get encash with the new mobile for me itself, and now the new mobile will be K850i, sony erricson, yahoo!!!!!!,...
It was the same story revolving around my mind, that what i prayed to god and in what way it has given to me, really great way of GOD to resolve the pray, HOW ALMIGHTY the GOD is, haha :)...
AND what came to my mind now, everything else was as I prayed in the morning, YES, now I thought that what I prayed to god in the morning it get completed, my award now get encash with the new mobile for me itself, and now the new mobile will be K850i, sony erricson, yahoo!!!!!!,...
It was the same story revolving around my mind, that what i prayed to god and in what way it has given to me, really great way of GOD to resolve the pray, HOW ALMIGHTY the GOD is, haha :)...
and now the story, the prayer, the thoughts changes....
yahoo!!!, I got my mobile back, my award is still there to get encash..., YOU all here to ask, How it come?, yes, its true.., actually my colleagues hide it to give me lesson that always take care of ur things and its true, it was only the single sentence which i said to my friends that made them to return it back to me and to stop this joke, "It was my younger brothers present to me and nthg more than this"..
so to you all a short message that "always take care of ur valuable things which are anyway attached to you.(Materialistic/ non-materialistic)".
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